the thing about the ultimate cosmic meaninglessness of man is that you can either wallow in your insignificance and the attendant pain that brings in a culture so obsessed with fame and being important,
or you can fall in love with literally everything and everyone in a dozen small ways because everything still exists despite the statistical unlikelihood of it all and that’s a goddamn miracle
I miss being strong and feeling like a bad bitch. I miss maxing out a new weight on squats. I miss surprising myself on the bench press. I miss feeling like a shaved head version of Demi Moore cranking out -real- push ups like it “ain’t no thang” and I miss wanting to quit more than anything in the world and then telling that voice “no, now you’re doing one more”.
I was a girl once that used to idolize bones… And now I see the beauty in strength. And it’s so fucking awesome to see that slow and tiny change in society as well.
FIT IS COOL NOW GUYS
And how fucking cool is that.
KAY LEZ GO TIME TO LOSE SOME WEIGHT AND TONE THE FUCK OUT
~for myself, not for the “oppressive male” you annoying ubër-fem fucks~
Even though it may be only be in a tiny way, I know that I am admired and depended on. And that feels really, really good.
jorden keith X alexis ren